This book is an autobiographical description of grief following the death of a husband at age 31 followed by a son whose was 17 when he was also killed in an accident. Her surviving son was suicidal for several years while she did everything possible to prevent his death as well. The deaths of Dr. Keith's younger brother, parents and in-laws are shared. A divorce from an alcoholic husband and a description of dysfunctional families and grief are included. Finally, prompts are provided to encourage the reader to compete their grief process enabling them to RENEW life in a positive way.